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[Wednesday, July 27th, 2005
@ 5:32pm] |
NEW JOURNAL.
gonnajumptoo
Comment on it if you still read.
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[Friday, July 15th, 2005
@ 11:36pm] |
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Jenn needs a boyfriend. Submit applications to me for approval.
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[Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005
@ 10:37pm] |
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[Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005
@ 12:40pm] |
1. It didn't work, so now I am starting the second half of the procedure all over again.
2. I took a math test today and the answers from number 11 to number 17 were all A. I double checked.
3. Raine Maida, the lead singer of Our Lady Peace, wrote one of the songs on Kelly Clarkson's new album. Weird, huh?
4. I am in love with Hell's Kitchen.
5. Bonnie is going to buy my Hydrocodone off of me. I will be rich.
6. I forgot about the Real World premiere last night, but it will be on in 2 hours.
7. I plan on spending those 2 hours making myself a new kickass layout.
8. My mom, Mike, and I went to see Batman Begins last week, but I could not enjoy it because I was diagnosed with this.
9. One part I did enjoy, though, was the fact that the actor who played Burt in Memento was in this movie.
10. That is because Christopher Nolan directed both films.
11. I have nothing left to say.
-Meagan
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[Tuesday, June 21st, 2005
@ 12:45am] |
i'm not sure if this process is working.
ugh...i hope i don't have to go through this again on wednesday.
please, please work.
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[Monday, June 20th, 2005
@ 8:44pm] |
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i'll miss you
i say to the river
to the water
to the son or daughter
i thought better of
it really was the best decision.
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[Wednesday, June 15th, 2005
@ 4:34pm] |
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[Thursday, June 9th, 2005
@ 3:00pm] |
List five songs that you are currently "digging". it doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions, the artist, and the song in your journal, then "tag" five other people to see what they're listening to.
Anna Nalick - Paper Bag
Sugarland - Something More
This Day & Age - Second Place Victory
Staind - Right Here
Anna Nalick - Breathe (2AM)
loveforgrissom
reading_issexy
theunrealcity
emi9
braincoral
GO
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[Friday, May 20th, 2005
@ 11:57pm] |
I do not like who I have become the past few months.
Completely dependent and vulnerable.
I hate myself.
EDIT:
It's 12:24 AM and I seem to be the only one up. My boyfriend could care less if I rot in hell and my friends are all asleep/doing something worthwhile.
I have to be up in 7 hours to pick up Jenn to go to the gym. I got a two year membership today and I know that at the end of those two years I will weigh the same. I'm a failure.
Remind me not to drink again.
I've come to the realization that I cannot make anyone truly happy. I will always have some sort of flaw that will keep anyone from actually LOVING me.
I don't think I realized how fucked up I was until tonight.
I've gone from this completely strong, independent woman to this girl who can't stand being away from him. In 7 months, I have ruined myself. I did it.
I don't know if he stays with me because he loves me, or because when he breaks up with me, I cry.
I suck at my job and I suck at school.
I can't sing, I can't draw, I don't play sports. The only thing God gave me is my affection for people. That is my weakness.
I don't know what I want to do with my life and that frustrates me.
It's sad that I got a 72 on my English test and I don't care. It might be even more sad that I got a 72 and I didn't try.
I could write, and write, and write, only because I have nothing else to do.
I am not looking forward to working 3-9 tomorrow.
I took a nap from 5-8 PM, so I am not tired in the slightest.
I WANT TO DO SOMETHING. I'M SO BORING.
He said he didn't care if I cried myself to sleep. I said I didn't understand.
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[Wednesday, May 18th, 2005
@ 10:37pm] |
I came to the realization the other day
that my dad liked me better when i was thin.
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[Wednesday, May 18th, 2005
@ 3:40pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWIN!!!!!!!
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[Sunday, May 8th, 2005
@ 10:25am] |
-just worked a 15 hour shift
-had a better entry but it didn't post
-feel like crap
-birthday is tomorrow
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[Saturday, May 7th, 2005
@ 1:44pm] |
People are idiots when it comes to naming their kids. I came across this directory for new baby listings from different hospitals around the country, and I truly feel sorry for these children:
Kahikiokanilehula Brice
Jericha James (girl)
Van-Daniel Wesley
Aubreyana McKenna
Higen Gene
Kaedynce Hope
Qlowui Rose (I assume this is some wacko spelling of Chloe)
Ahlyvia Jaims
Tearinie Jade
Tristen Kermit
Irene Gwyntalyn
Ahtum Rene
Eoghan Fein
Blandina Liberty
Ammishaddai Rose
Tirzah Joy (my favorite - "tears of joy")
Stiehl Loree-Joyce
Also, I found another site in someone's journal from a newspaper where you send them a postcard of a secret you have, and I found this creepy one:
That is all.
-Meagan
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[Thursday, May 5th, 2005
@ 1:12am] |
Holy crap, I don't have to retake Humanities and I still have Bright Futures.
How I got a C in my Teaching class is beyond me. Damn attendance.
The Devil Rays game kicked ass.
Now it's time to sleep.
Ugh, work at 6 am.
-Meagan
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[Saturday, April 23rd, 2005
@ 12:54pm] |
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I went running and it started to rain and I passed this guy who was washing his car and I thought about how we were in the same boat.
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[Thursday, April 21st, 2005
@ 11:54pm] |
Jenn and I were at the bookstore today and there was this family night for an elementary school and it got me thinking about a lot of things. These girls were talking about Jessica Lunsford and how she might have been buried alive and it made me think of how badly I'm gonna shelter my kids. I don't want my kids to have to worry about a 9 year old girl who was buried alive. Hell, I don't want to worry about that stuff. I don't want my kids to play with toy guns. I don't want my kids to have to grow up when they're eight. I guess I'm just afraid of being a mom. It's hard enough for me to take care of myself, let alone protect another human being.
I guess I have a lot more growing up to do than I thought.
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[Saturday, April 9th, 2005
@ 12:45am] |
I just got back from seeing Fever Pitch with my mom and Mike. It was really, really good. Better than expected.
I have to work at 9 tomorrow instead of 3 because someone quit. They won't need me, and I'd rather sleep in, but I should make better money working a 10 hour shift rather than a 5.
I've been listening to The Beatles a lot lately. They're such a cult band and I love it.
I finally got around to cleaning my car today. I have so many other things on this weekend's to-do list, but I'm such a lazy bum that I don't like doing things I know can get done later.
I have become so unmotivated that it isn't even funny anymore. I don't want to work and go to school. It's hard. I've never failed at anything, but I'm failing at this, and I'm so disappointed in myself.
I made some jello. I love jello. Jenn, you don't know what you're missing.
If the horizontal tongue piercing wasn't so dangerous, I would get one.
-Meagan
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[Wednesday, April 6th, 2005
@ 12:51am] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU DIRTY WHORE.
i love you meghan.
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| R.I.P. Mitch Hedberg |
[Thursday, March 31st, 2005
@ 9:48pm] |
Well this is a fucking tragedy. The funny thing is, that I thought of Mitch today at Countryside Mall when the escalator was broken. And that whole time I was thinking of him, I had no idea he was dead.
I can only hope he's kidding
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